Our very own Guild in Maple Story South East Asia(MAPLESEA Cassiopeia)
My last post in NightAngelz
Hahas, so funny, my last post with NightAngelz is the ss that I taken while I fighting boss. I was trying very hard to hit the boss, but i failed... As you can see, after I spent my 50++ of elixer, the boss HP just less for not more than 0.01mm!I decided to leave NightAngelz, means I longer have the right to post here already. If there are any problem with this blog, you can always come to me. I am willing to help, but I did not guarantee that I know everything. ^^ Since this is the last post, please allow me to write in Chinese because I can express myself better with Chinese.
我玩maplesea就快一年了，这一年里，我收获最大的事，我认识了你们这一群朋友，也和你们一起共创了一个可以让我那么怀念的guild。这一次，我决定离开了这个guild了。其实我真的真的非常舍不得，没想到的事，我舍不得到，现在的我是哭着的^^。。。我决定要离开，并不是因为冲动，而是我觉得，这个guild的理念和我要的guild已经不同了。决定要离开，也是因为我知道我自己的底线，我知道我可以接受这个guild改变到什么程度，一旦我知道我不能接受了，我就决定离开。也许你们觉得我变了，我好像不再是以前的我了，也许吧，我也发现到我的变化，可是就是不知道为什么（可是，绝对不是因为读书的压力，如果我读书有压力的话，我就不会时常进去找你们讲话了）。。。还有，NightAngelz并没有问题，问题是出在我的身上，它并不需要任何改变来迎合任何人，包括我！
哈哈，真的真的好怀念以前的日子，关于椰子砸死mooy的故事，关于mimimomo的故事。。。告诉你们，我是笑着回忆这些故事的。。如果我没记错的话，NightAngelz是九月二十日出生的，也就是说，我们一起走过了半年。。。
我知道我今天很不负责任，说跑就跑，让你们来帮我收拾残局，真的很对不起，对不起！我知道我的脾气很差，容易冲动，也很情绪化，如果我不小心得罪到你们的话，对不起！如果你们真的觉得我是不可理喻到无可原谅的话，那么算了吧！我能做的就只是这样了。。
哈哈，忽然觉得，这是我写的那么多文章当中，最差的一篇了。。不过，这些都是我要说的话，就这样吧！hahas
cover
posted by nightangelz at 4/22/2007 05:16:00 AM
6 Comments:
well cover, we will all surely miss you. you can always make your posts here. this is a friend blog. so don make it your last post.
but hope you know sometimes we can not stop changes. but guess you have thought it out. i guess you miss the role play we all did, the jokes we all craked.
may be you are right all of us is like wan to get to higher level. but then again you have been trying to chiong level too right?
you have said we did not do this we did not do that. maybe you can do something? maybe you can do something to make it fun? have you tried to do something to turn the situation around? try to take the first step it is always hard to take the first step. maybe this is some food for thought.
For me is i am very happy i see what the guild has to offer me. and not wat it does not offer me. this is because the guild is not mine. but then i will weigh is that thing so important that i want to leave? if it is then ok so be it, (which i think you have thought it through)
From my posts i do not knw if you all can tell but i hav been tryin to keep the guild together. improve morale. so i can safely say i did try my best i did do something.My character is more of like a warrior ba. i won run but i will face the situation. as i said don think wat the guild cannot offer me, but what can the guild offer me and oso what can i offer this guild.
My old character has been in and out of many guilds. but so far i am happiest in nightangelzs. though the numbers are small, but i still feel is fun to play with u all. guess quality is more important then quantity.
but then during the last guild meeting you said other guild have hold internal guild events, which i seen other people play like treasure hunt, amazing race or go pet part who jump to the top win and they think of games that require team effort(which i may be trying to organise one). we can do it too. but then we have to sacrifice our time, which i think not all of us want to. for some of us we come in maple jus play and chat. don want to be organiser or do posting or do things. but i feel as a Jr i should do that job. as a Jr i should hav the responsibility of keeping the guild going.
also guild size is a problem when it comes to organising games. the organiser cannot be in the game. and oso it will limit the number of games we can play and come out with. as we should knw to find a day where by everyone is free on that day is not easy. so less the organising party, howmany ppl left? jus imagine a game with jus 2 competitors will that be fun? not i win is u win lol(of coz i am stating the extreme end) i will still say i am proud of night angelz because i feel when we organise an event the ppl try to make it i can feel it. this i really appreciate. Especially when i heard iso say her guild not enough ppl to join guild pq i really feel the effort.
well cover maybe one day you will find a guild that will match your visions. or maybe you can start one? don always try to follow be a leader and try how it feels and see if things turn out what you want to be. it is not easy. If you suceed, then congrats you have learnt a lesson that only life can teach.
kael's burden on his shoulder is very heavy. we should try to lighten the load and not add on to it. kael said he want to quit maple and disband. i sincerely hope kael will not do it. this guild still has 1001 reasons to continue and i hope it will be till end of maple time.
guess you knw i really treat you as a friend to tell you all this. what ever your decision is i will
surpport it.
all the best cover
firends forever.
Pls Dun make tis yr last blog cover. (T_T) No Matter where u are or where u go there will always be a special spot for u in this guild.
You hv said the guild hv changed but i feel nothing much hv change except most of us hv lvled into 3rd jobs le (Erm those tat hven't pls dun pressure yrself to train till 3rd jobs. cos like i always said this is not a chiong lvl guild). I hope tat u understand tat we will be hittin more powerful mobs that giv us a few miserable exp points!! and death is jus a thin line away. As you shld understand when u are killin ah lians. But wat i wan to say that our guild did really try to meet up for guild events and they log in speacially for it!! U can say they are late but better late then nver right?? (as u can see many log off aft the event.) Thks for the efforts made guys!!
I myself also feel tat i also try to contribute to the guild. esp when u guys wan to transfer items!! I mean how many ppl u can trust in maple to help u transfer items!! I knw i only play a small role but i try to help when ever i can. I will jus drop evryting that i am doing, jus to help u guys trsf. I knw it is nothing of a big deal. But i will try to be there whenever you guys need me.
I feel tat u also did not really giv the guild a chance to explain their actions. I mean yest was soo messy and evrione was not around!! I feel we shld sit down and let us hear u out. I mean u jus left and yest evrione was in a state of shock and confusion. I feel that we did not really sit down and tok tings out. I wan to say is tat all problems hv a solution but one must try to put in effort to solve it and not jus leave it like tat.
I hope u will think over wat we hv said and giv us a chance.
sobsob...
Cover i would like to opologise guess i was too harsh. i was wrong in asking if you hav done something or not. u hav and u did. u setted up this blog and oso the calender. hope u will settle down then come back there is always a place for you here
what the... cover please back to guild please, please... oh my god i don't know what the fish happen, please steady OK? i am sorry if i ever disappoint you, due to my deleting characters incident, and i less interact with you guys, i promise after my exam i come back to you, please do not leave.
moory
T_T T_T
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